I always smile , laugh , and show that I'm happy but the truth is , this pain that I have right now is more unbearable than anyone can imagine . But I know I have to be strong for you , I don't want you to know that I'm hurt and it's not because of my pride . I just want you to be happy without anything on your mind , I miss you So much that it's literally hurting my chest knowing that we can't even be like we used to be . What ever happens , you will always be the one who owns my heart , I love you . now i want forget the past :') i'm sorry for everything , i go because i love you and i hope you happy with our love before baby ='>

I used to smile when I told people that he were mine, 
but now, I can't even smile and say his name at the 
same time, as I think of him. Leaving you isn't 
the hardest part, knowing I once have you is what 
breaks my heart :')